The Interview

Answer To be honest, it's intimidating to talk to a person who knows everything and forgets nothing.

Questioner What can I say? Let's just start. What skills do you have, apart from education and work experience?

A I have a strong intuition and notice things that others miss. [silence] I make good decisions instinctively. I can also explain afterwards exactly why I did something.

Q Ah yes? Kierkegard wrote in his diary: »Life is lived forwards and understood backwards.« You are an expert on life itself? Well. What weaknesses do you see in yourself?

A Hm. [silent] I am curious and when I have understood something for myself, I lose interest.

Q Why is that a problem? A That can be hurtful.
Q In business, there are contracts for that. A That's exactly how it is - in business.
Q You have spent a lot of time on artistic work, but without success or a career?

A At first I was irritated by the fact that I couldn't explain what fascinated me about some artworks. Later I saw possibilities in creative work that the computer didn't seem to have. Success in the eyes of others wasn't important to me. [silence] I also wanted to avoid conflict.

Q Then you worked on a novel for 7 years. How did that come about?

A I spent about half of that time formatting.

Q Excuse me? A Just kidding. In September 2014 I suddenly understood that dying for me too is a real possibility, but also that it makes life understandable. That gave me hope that I could unravel my previously incomprehensible path. I succeeded. I just got a little off track with the time.
Q Something is good. And that means you've lost interest in yourself?

A [laughs] Touché. Yes, that's exactly how it is. Q How is that for you?

A I'm infinitely grateful and happy. Q Why? For you that's the end of it.

A For people like me who don't know any kind of 'rest' that's vital.

Q You're a drama queen, aren't you? Vital?

A Being able to break away from a job that you were previously absorbed in. That's vital for us.

Q Good. We have to come to an end. You don't seem to be politically active any more. Why do you list the countless activities of your school days here anyway?

A And those during my studies too. — I saw my credibility and thus me as a person damaged in 1986 with Chernobyl and destroyed with the fall of the Berlin Wall in 1989. I am proud to have deciphered these errors and to be [[Personal motifs|at peace with myself]. I also no longer see man and machine as opposites.

Q Then thank you for your efforts here.

A With pleasure. Thank you for your attention.